
The fact that you are the product of your life choices does not mean that you can not change them. I feel it is very important to take charge of what is happening with your education. We can't simply assume that things will automatically improve when you are older.
After reading the list of points above, we will have a discussion with your ideas and opinions. It is important that you write down some ideas you have so that you may express them more clearly.
It is very easy to not do anything or to repeat what everyone else says. If you do not like these ideas, explain why and propose your own.